Friday, May 13, 2005

Now I got worry

I'm a worrier. I lay awake at night worrying about all kinds of stuff. Often it's something that happened years ago, so maybe it doesn't count as a worry. I go over tired old subjects, conflicts, mistakes I've made. This constant reply is unhealthy I imagine, but it's hard to turn off.

Unfortunately this practice hasn't made me any less prone to making the same kind of mistakes.

I'm real unorganized right now, in many ways.

There are piles of magazines, books, and cds in my bedroom, on the kitchen counter, the floor. I'm about two steps from the mystery machine, and it's time to get it sorted.

Perhaps this weekend spring cleaning is in order.

I'm fighting a lot of demons, and I think they are winning.


Music-Of Montreal

3 Comments:

Blogger Tara said...

I'm wondering if any of the books in the pile is my Lama Happiness book?
Sounds like me...you must fight to get your groove back. Ridding yourself of passive chaos is a good start. Good luck, man. It ain't easy. But you can do it.

12:38 PM  
Blogger john clarke said...

Maybe you could do some crainial spring cleaning too. Think about all the stuff you've got going for you. Health, intellect, a whole lot of people that care about you. Financial problems come and go. But when you think about it, the positive things in your life take you miles away from the mystery machine.

And if it ever gets too bad, I'll clear off the passenger's seat of the mystery machine, we'll fire it up and go on a mission to reform "The Truth About Hell."

1:02 PM  
Blogger Tara said...

YES! I concur.

1:28 PM  

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